Josh

So life is so crazy... I just can't believe how life changes when you have a baby/child. Josh is growing so fast I'm in awe at how much he's learned and accomplished in the past year. He's going to be one in 15 days... it's amazing and sad. I wish he could stay under 1 for like another year. Let's see... when I first brought him home he only cried, slept, pooed, and ate (and not very well in the beginning... we had a lot of issues, but fought to make it work and it did). He slept all day and was up to play at night (that was rough). Then he finally started sleeping through the night at 2 months and then taking naps every 2 hours. That was when he started developing his personality. He was always smiling. Then he started raising his head which in turn got him to rolling over, then getting on all fours, to crawling. At 9 months he started walking!! With food... he went from strictly BM (breast milk) then at 5 months rice cereal at night and BM the rest of the time... all the way to now... BM is hardly ever (it feels like) and solid food all the time.
He is entering into the Toddler stage and so I'm ready for another baby... even though at times I feel like I'm crazy cause I have no idea how I'll handle have a toddler and being pregnant then a new born. Since I know what a new born is like and I know what Josh is like I'm afraid I'll get no sleep. But on the other side of things... I crave to cuddle and hold a baby who will let me... Josh is so independent that he wants to be moving, so cuddling with mom is out of the question.